UNCALCULATED NUMBER OF DAYS

Seems like forever I thought about dates
yet they pass

Too fast

times and days

                                      -the just swoosh away into nothing with loved ones waiting by

Luckily,
an old and now-so-distant-yet-now-so-online-close-friend-of-mine confessed about our
first-meet-friend-crush-long-ago, nine years ago or so from now

and I agreed

It was there and then and we both missed it

now we both hunch-crunch-deep throat or ways around intimacy
like grown-ups are supposed to do

chatting about groceries and lost-loved-ones
and how we might catch up with one another
over the subject of cucumbers